Never Say That You WIll Love Me Forever

What does my title actually meant?

Well, i'll say a short story about it.. I was once loving someone alot as he was my so called `first love'. I treasure him so much and I obeyed him, appreciate him and all the craps la. I never thought that we would ended up so fast. I was actually trying to reach about a year and it lasted for like 3 months?!?! As times goes by, I get to know him better. As I get to know him better.. I know how to treasure and love him more. The more I love him, the more he starts to take advantage of me. Is this how relationship suppose to be?

This has nothing to do with the word.. LOVE. Ain't it abuse? Waiitt..life-controlling? Whatever it is... He doesn't give me freedom. None at all.. Maybe a little but really limited. He controls me, my life, whatever I do and wherever I go. He controls me like nobody business. He even thinks I have another guy before him which that will never happen. He always doubt me? Why? He does not trust me. I hate all these !! And I do not want to have another guy because I don't the time to play around. Having one already makes me so busy. Having two then makes me even more busy?!?! What for ? I also don't benefit anything. Yea I do.. The guys love.. -______-"

He told me before that he will never leave me and also love me forever. Well, the word `forever' is FAKE. I hate that word since like..i don't know. It just does not last forever. Okay? I'm telling the truth and what I had observe.. At least if he or she says `I love you'.. for now is slightly better than forever. Am I right? Nothing lasts forever.

Sighhhh .. I was so hurt at that moment and it was the most painful feeling in my life. Can say so...