Soaring Away

Dangggg ! Just finish English and Malay essay papers today.. It was okayy lar. Tomorrow having chinese papers. Paper 1 and 2 together. People who are not taking chinese no need to go to school. So unfair right? =) I mean like they can relax..and we? must be in school for exams.. -______-'

Nahhh, forget it. Anyhow, I need relaxation. And thank GOD I will be going to Genting Highlands this Sunday and Monday...off to the Theme Park =] and will be back around night time. It sounds quite fun although exams are around the corner. I know some people will say to me.. `Jane! Exams are coming and you still want to go out to play?' Aiya..normal lahh..

And indeed I did cause so so so much trouble for him. =X Can't believe that I cannot control myself. I'm so so SORRRYYYY ! ='( Alright? And I said it I'm sorryyyy ...

I Hope You Really Know

I'm so out of topic. It's pretty boring blogging about daily routines.

Haihh.. I wanna go Pyramid tomorrow but I can't ! There's extra class in school -______-" ... Hrmm.. unless I skip school, maybe I will. =) Well, there's nothing much to learn in school already by the way. But I know, I know.. exams are coming =X

Hey ! I've been liking this song alot. I don't know why but somehow I like it ...

Akon - Sorry, Blame It On Me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [3x]
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Yep ! And that's the lyrics for the song. =D .. Gtg now ! Latelate already =] .. Lastly, I MISS him so so so muchh ! =X

Hold On To Me Forever

I din't go to school today. The reason was stupid..don't ask what was it. =) Anyhow, I went to my dad's office to LEPAK and then followed my uncle to a coffee shop for his lunch. I drank a cup of barley and ate some fishballs. Later, we went to the DVD shop next door and I bought a show called `Blades Of Glory'. I watched at home and it was niceeeeee ! =] A little crazy..

I went to `the curve' with my mum at 3pm. She has an important meeting with her friend at Secret Recipe. Went to popular to buy 2 workbooks for my preparation for exams. Ate some food to fill my stomach at Secret Recipe also. Food was yummyyy. Went home at 5.45pm.

I studied Geo at night. Thank GOD the things I studied can go into my brainn xD

These were the pictures I took yesterday and today too =D :-

(soon)

News ; Disaster

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN to Renuka and Benjamin Wong ! GOD bless you all =) =)

Well, I woke up early in the morning for my dental appointment with my bro and it turns out okay. Not much problems. Then, I went to the bookshop and I saw the newspaper headlines : Sexually... Assaulted.. blablabla.. I totally forgot. But the news was really a big case..

It was said to be a girl around age 6-9 years old was murder and placed in a sporting bag and put in an office.. sth like that.. And the girl suffered from several bruises on her hand and neck. She was mentioned that she struggle. She was stuffed into the bag after the murderer killed her. The worst thing was.. a cucumber and a brinjal was placed into her private parts. Like OMG ritee? Who could do such thing to an innocent girl? The pain she has suffered and all? My mum said that guy must be mentally sick and I agree with it. I called this.. too much time until don't know how to spend it. But this fellar spend it by killing someone?

His so heartless.. so called `tidak berperikemanusiaan'... Hmmmm..

Will You Just Give Me A Break ?

First of all, Happy Birthday MAH LI EAN !! =D She's finally 14.. LOL big gurl ey ? WIsh you all the best Hun (; !

Today is kinda like a quiet day. Not really special. Boringg..maybe the exams are coming and everyone is busy getting ready with it. Tak kan we still enjoy so much? We should be hardworking now and then later we have all the time to enjoy. True! So true. I'm so going to FLY AWAY after exams.

I conduct the patriotic songs for today. Apparently, I do it every Monday. =.=' . Thanks to you Encik Azwie.. NOT!!.. At least I still got a MERIT ticket. =) Well, I'm also happy doing this sorta like a new job. I need a break! I want relaxation. I'm being pressured. I don't know why but somehow I'm pressured by everyone. Hmmmm, I need him right now. =] But how?.. IMPOSSIBLE ...........

Whatever it is, I'm still going to study hard for the year end exams. I need to score to achieve something I really want in my life. =D And also pleasant THEM ! Toodles ! <3